So... I guess I'm starting over?

I'm de-cluttering my life. It feels soo good to have a new and fresh start! here are some of the reasons it has been so awesome and exciting:


1.
Getting to spend time with my family. I'm pretty sure this is the most time I have spent with my famliy since... well since high school! It has been so weird cuz I have always remembered my younger siblings and being.. SO YOUNG! And now they are all grown up, lol it has been sweet to get to be a part of their lives at this point in time and I love each one of them soo much! p.s. they all love babysitting Brooklyn haha!


2. Brooklyn Loves being on the farm! She is such a lil amazon baby, she is obsessed with being outside (like mother like daughter I guess). Everytime someone opens the front or back door she runs for it, and if they don't take her with them? Oh geez, temper tantrum city for like 5 minutes haha.



3. I get to wake up every morning, walk outside of the pool house, and smell these awesome flowers that are right by my door and it makes my day - everyday! I think they are wisteria blossoms or some junk like that, but they are amazing, I love my mom's jungle that she has created in her backyard, thanks mommy!


4. Having soo much support, love, and help from everyone! My family has gone above and beyond, helping me move for like the 20th time, literally, babysitting, etc. My lil brothers friends even come over and help move crap and help work on my beaner vehicles haha its awesome, what a team we all make! When I drive up to the house, there are always at least ten cars in the driveway I love it!




5. The ability to stay positive has always been so easy for me. I am such an optimistic person, I always look at the glass as being half full. These last 6 months have defiantly not been easy, or fun, but I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and the experiences I have had in the past have all taught me valuable lessons. The experiences I have had in the last 3 years of my life have really helped me reach the maturity level that I feel like I need to be at in order to move forward with my life and leave the past in the past. I'm so grateful to have the gospel in my life. These last couple months my testimony has grown stronger than it has ever been before and I have gained a greater understanding of the temple, family, and what the big picture really is. Honestly, its all about living the gospel, serving others, and family! And oh how I love my family!
I'm so nervous and excited to see what the next year of my life has to offer!