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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

The best things in life are free

Okay okay, so me and Brooklyn are wrapping up our last week in Tucson. I have mixed feelings about the whole situation, I love my family and I love living on the farm and all, but Tucson doesn't feel like my home anymore, yes, I grew up in Tucson, but when I think about my past, the funnest and greatest memories I have are from my time spent in the Valley, it has been my home for the last 5 years! I'm sad to leave my family, but I'm oh soo excited to go back home. Plus, I'm kind of getting scared at how obsessed Brooklyn is with riding horses, I gotta get her outta here before she becomes a full blown cowgirl!

The last 5 months have been such a haze, I still feel like I'm living in 2009, seriously, time goes by soo fast. I'm so excited to embark on this new journey in my life, I know its going to be hard and I'm probably going to freakin cry all the time lol, but at the end of the day, life is what you make it, and I see my life and being freakin awesome! Yeah I might not have the perfect little family anymore, but honestly, I would rather be single for the rest of my life than be married to the wrong person. I fell like all the experiences I have had these last couple years weather good or bad, have all taught me great and valuable lessons that I have gained experince and maturity from.

Brooklyn is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. Is being a single, 22 year old mommy hard? Ummm. Hello, of course it is, sometimes I wonder, who acts more mature? Me?.. Or Brooklyn? lol JK but serioualy! Being a mommy in general is a huge responsibility.

We have our moments where she wants to punch me in the face and I want to put her in time out,lol, but at the end of the day I feel so blessed that the lord thought I was worthy of raising one of his special spirits in these crazy times. I love my lil B Shizzle and our life together and I hope she gets everything she deserves to have and more in this life. I'm so excited to start out our journey together, just me and B! I can't wait for what the future throws our way!


  1. You have such a great attitude and look out on life. Each day is all about how you make it, like you said. Your doing great. Brooklyn looks just like you, cute cute! you are blessed to have her, as you know. I love that we can look at our daughters who carry a smile, reminding us at the end of each day that everything will be ok. Take care:)

  2. Aww Samantha! Your the best! We need to play you and zayda should down to Az! You have such a cute Lil family. P.s. You new pics... Your freakin beautiful! And you just had a baby, awesome!

  3. Kaylyn, thank you for adding me as a friend on facebook. Because of that I found your blog. I can tell you that I really needed your blog today. I sat here and cried as I read it. Life is hard and it is scary right now. In fact, I don't know how I am going to get through it all. It is hard not to ask "why me" and to see that there are blessings and lessons learned. I know that I am still early in the process and I have faith that it can only get better. I too am grateful for my family and my testimony. I have grown closer to HF through this experience. Again, thank you.

  4. i love the pictures! you're sucha strong lady and I'm so happy things are working out so good!! lets plan a date soon :)